I had a dream about some personal things. I can not tell you all the details but this one thing I want to share with you because this is really encouraging:
I asked Jesus "How can I believe after all these years? How can I still have faith after all these years? You know best that I have been praying for over 22 years and I prayed and believed with expectations so many times but You did not answer any of them. Neither did You tell me if I had done anything wrong or whatever the reason is. So is it not common that I waver after so long? I expected but nothing ever happened and greater got my disappointment. How can it come to the point that I am disappointed from You? If you expect something good to happen but it does not happen you sure get disappointed, don't you? I try to believe again but I don't know how anymore. I fail, God, again I fail to believe, I fail to have faith. But what do You expect from me after so long? How am I supposed to not fail? Yet, I'm sorry I fail..." And Jesus answered: "When your faith fails My grace takes its place and takes action." I woke up and digested what He had just told me. I hear so often people preach "You HAVE to believe! You HAVE to have faith! If not, God cannot give/bless you." But you know what? Faith is a gift from God, too! Or are you going to tell me you alone were able to come to have faith? No! It's a miracle! It's a gift! It's PURE GRACE OF GOD! "For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast." [Eph2:8-9] If you tell me you alone came to believe; if you tell me that you have faith because you did this and that (yes, including praying à la "I prayed xx hours/I prayed such a powerful prayer"!) you better go back to your room and search for Jesus Christ because it's just your mouth opening and shutting, it's called solo homo pure religion, it's called Pharisee and it means you are proud! Pride started in Lucifer. Imagine what it must mean to God. Please do not break His heart with false pride! People... we need to understand God's grace! I have the feeling so many of us forgot about His grace, what grace means. Grace is everything! Without grace no love; without grace no life; without grace no hope; without grace NO FAITH! GRACE GRACE GRACE! RETHINK ABOUT HIS GRACE! AGAIN! TODAY! FRESH IT UP! GRACE wins over sin! GRACE wins over curses! GRACE wins over death! GRACE wins over works of men or devil! GRACE gives FAITH! He loved us first, people... He, who created us; He, loved us first; He, the first love. Who can confess "I am nothing/I cannot do anything without God" today? Blessed are you who can, joy to you. What do you think God would love more to hear? "Wait God, I can have faith, I believe, yes Lord, I do believe!" or "Daddy, I want to but I can't by myself, please... help me! *teary puppy eyes*"? Tell me, how does a relationship work again? God always blessed the humble ones. He always loved the humble ones. But even more He loves to have relationship with us. That's what He made us for. And I say "Yes, Lord, let Your grace take place in my life! In Jesus name, amen!" Blessed blessed New Year!
Brothers and sisters, do you feel excited as I am? During the last day of the year 2015 and the first day of the year 2016 I just felt deep deep gratefulness, I hardly could fall asleep. Joy, oh what great joy! What an awesome God we have! All glory and praise to Him, HOLY is HE who He is! I stand in awe before Him, the King of the Kings! The throne of His Majesty is right before us; wide opened the gate through the blood of the LORD of the lords Jesus Christ! This is the vision for 2016 I received from God: Gold was raining down from heaven unto the earth. I normally don’t like gold but the gold from heaven is just so beautiful and awesome, not like the one on earth. I asked God "Why gold? What is the meaning of gold?". And He answered "Daughter, this is no gold, this is light - touchable light. Like this I'm going to let you shine more than ever before and nothing shall be able to overcome your light. Healing shall flow through this light; refreshment shall flow through this light; love and joy shall overflow through this light; this light shall be the weapon no one can destroy. I'll use this to destroy the works of the devil. I will overtrump the darkness with this light of mine. You will be my fist of light punching the evil directly in their face. Faster and stronger than ever before. It is time to charge. Behold, my army!" And behold I saw armies of angels roaring from heaven, in mighty war cries, ready to charge without a hint of any fear. And they shouted facing the throne of the Lord "Worthy is the Lamb of God! Worthy is the Lamb of God! Holy! Holy! Holy!" And as soon as they said that they rushed towards the earth, covered in light. Among them, huge angels, landing on the earth with great impact, crushing the darkness. And after a few moments I saw the hand of the Lord coming from heaven, crushing down a part of the world. And another part He crushed it with His thumb, the other part sweeping with the edge of His hand. Then He blew a very strong wind over the earth. At this point the Bible verse [Isaiah 41:16] popped into my mind - "Thou shalt fan them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the whirlwind shall scatter them: and thou shalt rejoice in the LORD, and shalt glory in the Holy One of Israel". I asked God if there is a way to prevent this and Jesus said "No, my dear dandelion, but in the midst of all this my people will stand strong and shine. There never will be a time without light in this world. A year has ended, let the past be past and leave it behind. Cast all of your sins and worries of the past year onto me and forget about them. Tell them to tank up the light as much as they can, to be able to shine as much as I want them to shine. Do not leave my side and everything will be good." Love, joy, hope, strength, victory and blessings in form of light! I stood in awe. Majestic. Warm. Nothing is faster than light, right?! Well, I heard the words "speed" and "power" repeatedly, so I think they will take a role in this year. Thank You Jesus! I say bye to 2015 and jump into the monsoon of Your light! I embrace Your truth, love and faithfulness! Let Your will be done in the year 2016! |
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