The old old song "rejection"... Playing tough or being "used to them"? – Just a lie to ourselves, denying our true feelings... Let's admit it: No matter how many times you got rejected, rejection still hurts... It is ok to admit this fact because it is just a natural response of our hearts... Hurt people hurt... So... what is God's answer to rejection? Blessing those people who rejected me and praying that God may not count these against them as I will forgive them so God may also forgive them? To close that door and praying for healing and love so that I may be able to answer in love? It's alright, Jesus was rejected as well, in fact He is still being rejected today? Yes. All these are optimal but this time it was just not enough for me... My heart was driven to ask Him "Is this all? There must be more You have to say, isn't there?" What is Your answer? And I saw rain falling down on me; looking closer it was not rain but seeds coated in light, sprinkling on the earth around me. And I was like "Seeds? Not agaaain! What do You want to tell me with this??? You already told me several times that I'm sowing seeds! Yes, message receeived. But what does it have to do with this situation?" And as I spoke, seeds were falling down more and more, faster and faster and the moment they touched the earth they started to flourish rapidly. They shot up to the heaven and took me with them where God was standing. And I looked at Him and He looked at me. No words. Then my heart got visible and it was wounded. Then God showed His heart and it was the same as mine. "Yes, Lord, You are hurt when I'm hurt, I know that", I said. Then a Lion appeared, drew closer to me and touched my heart. And it became like a still water but like a roaring ocean; it became soft like cotton but hard like an iron. And the Lord said "I give you the Lion. Making your heart strong but gentle, coated in shining love. And the Lion shall always be with you." And the Lion started to roar, defending me. Touched by that I walked to the side of the Lion and leaned on Him. Comfortable... And the Lord said "I will give you a heart like a lion. Each kind of rejection shall draw your heart nearer to Me. This will be the result of rejection. Your heart be like Mine. Rejoice!" "Rejoice rejoice rejoice!", echoed it in heaven – one of the songs of heaven. And I floated back to the earth and behold the Lion was beside me and for me. The Lord is my strength. The Lord is my comfort. Draw me nearer to You, my Lord. Thank You Jesus.
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