The old old song "rejection"... Playing tough or being "used to them"? – Just a lie to ourselves, denying our true feelings... Let's admit it: No matter how many times you got rejected, rejection still hurts... It is ok to admit this fact because it is just a natural response of our hearts... Hurt people hurt... So... what is God's answer to rejection? Blessing those people who rejected me and praying that God may not count these against them as I will forgive them so God may also forgive them? To close that door and praying for healing and love so that I may be able to answer in love? It's alright, Jesus was rejected as well, in fact He is still being rejected today? Yes. All these are optimal but this time it was just not enough for me... My heart was driven to ask Him "Is this all? There must be more You have to say, isn't there?" What is Your answer? And I saw rain falling down on me; looking closer it was not rain but seeds coated in light, sprinkling on the earth around me. And I was like "Seeds? Not agaaain! What do You want to tell me with this??? You already told me several times that I'm sowing seeds! Yes, message receeived. But what does it have to do with this situation?" And as I spoke, seeds were falling down more and more, faster and faster and the moment they touched the earth they started to flourish rapidly. They shot up to the heaven and took me with them where God was standing. And I looked at Him and He looked at me. No words. Then my heart got visible and it was wounded. Then God showed His heart and it was the same as mine. "Yes, Lord, You are hurt when I'm hurt, I know that", I said. Then a Lion appeared, drew closer to me and touched my heart. And it became like a still water but like a roaring ocean; it became soft like cotton but hard like an iron. And the Lord said "I give you the Lion. Making your heart strong but gentle, coated in shining love. And the Lion shall always be with you." And the Lion started to roar, defending me. Touched by that I walked to the side of the Lion and leaned on Him. Comfortable... And the Lord said "I will give you a heart like a lion. Each kind of rejection shall draw your heart nearer to Me. This will be the result of rejection. Your heart be like Mine. Rejoice!" "Rejoice rejoice rejoice!", echoed it in heaven – one of the songs of heaven. And I floated back to the earth and behold the Lion was beside me and for me. The Lord is my strength. The Lord is my comfort. Draw me nearer to You, my Lord. Thank You Jesus.
Blessed blessed New Year!
Brothers and sisters, do you feel excited as I am? During the last day of the year 2015 and the first day of the year 2016 I just felt deep deep gratefulness, I hardly could fall asleep. Joy, oh what great joy! What an awesome God we have! All glory and praise to Him, HOLY is HE who He is! I stand in awe before Him, the King of the Kings! The throne of His Majesty is right before us; wide opened the gate through the blood of the LORD of the lords Jesus Christ! This is the vision for 2016 I received from God: Gold was raining down from heaven unto the earth. I normally don’t like gold but the gold from heaven is just so beautiful and awesome, not like the one on earth. I asked God "Why gold? What is the meaning of gold?". And He answered "Daughter, this is no gold, this is light - touchable light. Like this I'm going to let you shine more than ever before and nothing shall be able to overcome your light. Healing shall flow through this light; refreshment shall flow through this light; love and joy shall overflow through this light; this light shall be the weapon no one can destroy. I'll use this to destroy the works of the devil. I will overtrump the darkness with this light of mine. You will be my fist of light punching the evil directly in their face. Faster and stronger than ever before. It is time to charge. Behold, my army!" And behold I saw armies of angels roaring from heaven, in mighty war cries, ready to charge without a hint of any fear. And they shouted facing the throne of the Lord "Worthy is the Lamb of God! Worthy is the Lamb of God! Holy! Holy! Holy!" And as soon as they said that they rushed towards the earth, covered in light. Among them, huge angels, landing on the earth with great impact, crushing the darkness. And after a few moments I saw the hand of the Lord coming from heaven, crushing down a part of the world. And another part He crushed it with His thumb, the other part sweeping with the edge of His hand. Then He blew a very strong wind over the earth. At this point the Bible verse [Isaiah 41:16] popped into my mind - "Thou shalt fan them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the whirlwind shall scatter them: and thou shalt rejoice in the LORD, and shalt glory in the Holy One of Israel". I asked God if there is a way to prevent this and Jesus said "No, my dear dandelion, but in the midst of all this my people will stand strong and shine. There never will be a time without light in this world. A year has ended, let the past be past and leave it behind. Cast all of your sins and worries of the past year onto me and forget about them. Tell them to tank up the light as much as they can, to be able to shine as much as I want them to shine. Do not leave my side and everything will be good." Love, joy, hope, strength, victory and blessings in form of light! I stood in awe. Majestic. Warm. Nothing is faster than light, right?! Well, I heard the words "speed" and "power" repeatedly, so I think they will take a role in this year. Thank You Jesus! I say bye to 2015 and jump into the monsoon of Your light! I embrace Your truth, love and faithfulness! Let Your will be done in the year 2016! This is a vision I got from God for someone I prayed for. I found it very encouraging so I asked that person for permission to write it here without mentioning the name. "Absolutely", I got as an answer so here we go: I saw a deep hole. It was so dark and so deep when I looked into that it seemed to have no end, it was so scary. When I asked Jesus what this is He said "It's a scar". And I was like "How deep can a scar just go? This is sad, painful and desponding. Is this that person's scar or what?" No answer came. So I asked "So...? What are You gonna do with this?" At that moment the field of vision got wider and wider and I saw that that scar turned into the scar of Jesus' hand. And He let me understand that that scar is traded with the scars of Christ, with the cross, blood of Christ. I wasn’t sure if this was for that person because Jesus didn't answer me back then. But what I felt was that He kept silent because He felt that scar of that person and was so very heartbroken about it. I was glad when I found out that this vision was for that person. But I want to tell you that... as Jesus cares for this person’s scar He also cares for yours. He is heartbroken with the heartbroken and cries with the crying. But He didn’t leave us without a solution/resort. Wherever you are or whatever you are dealing with right now Jesus wants you to know that He cares. And however hopeless it seems to be you can be sure He has prepared a way out. Because light is stronger than darkness. Because love is stronger than anything. Because Jesus took everything upon Him on the cross. Because God is faithful! All I can say is thank You Jesus for always being with us and sharing everything with us. Thank You for Your yoke is an easy one and Your burden light [Mat.11:30]. You are the everlasting hope and love! "Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls." [Mat.11:28-29] |
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