After Jesus saved me from depression I still could see demons sometimes. But they didn’t bother me, I just could see.
But once, it was a hot summer early in the morning around 5am, I was woken up by the Holy Spirit praying very strongly. It was so sudden so I said "Huh? What’s wrong Holy Spirit? You want to pray? Oh well..." and just let Him continue praying. But then suddenly a demon came out of me, angry. And as it went out it pulled my arms trying to take me with him. I could feel it physically! I was so frightened that I couldn’t bring out any sound and shout for help! In my mind I kept saying "Please help me God, please help me God, please help me God!". Thank God He even can read our minds and hearts! Cause in an instant a sharp light came from above and spiked that demon and it faded away. I was still shocked so I called for my mama and she jumped up from her bed, startled, and asked what has happened. Again, I could not bring out any words. I just started to cry out of relief and kept thanking God in my mind and heart. When my mama noticed that I had been frightened by something and cried she took me in her arms and prayed for me. What a wonderful woman ♡ right?! :) My heart settled down. I am deeply grateful that my God is a God who also reads my mind! He even counts every single hair on my head! That much He loves me! So I just can be grateful... Oh right, one thing I want to make clear because there are some people who confuse these things: If anyone out there can see demons but are afraid of them or are afflicted by them, I tell you, that’s not from God! That’s just those demons who want to frighten and torture you. If that’s the case please seek Jesus for help and let Him set you free!!! But if that’s a gift from God and He opens your eyes for the spiritual world you won’t be afraid or anything! Because it’s not His nature! "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind." [2.Tim1:7] He is a loving God! He is the Prince Of Peace! If this is the case then you most possibly are called to bind those spirits in Jesus name and help people to get free. If that’s your calling you will need to spend a looooooooot of time with God not to get burned out. The blood of Christ is more powerful than anything! They shrink in His almighty name and flee! I just laugh at them because they are just pathetic when confronting Jesus. And I also love to remind them of their future :D If they come and try to tell you that you have no future or anything like that you can tell him this: "I may have many problems and fall from time to time and you may keep trying to make my life miserable but my life is in God’s hands and my future is secured by Him in heaven. But you, your future will be not so bright and so much more miserable! You know that, because you know God always keep His words!" Oh how they hate to hear that hahaha They flee by those words gnashing their teeth in anger and despair! XD When God called people in the Bible He usually told them "fear not, for I am with you" and "be not dismayed, for I am your God" [e.g.Isa41:10/Josh8:1]. We are all called by Jesus. So His words from that time for those people also count for us because He never changes, amen?! :) I wish you all the love and freedom and power in the blood and resurrection of our Lord Jesus Christ! |
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