I don't know exactly what I was praying about at that moment, but I think it was something about wanting to be like John who described himself as the one Jesus loved.
Anyway. God spoke to me "You are my daughter, you are my princess, did you forget?" AGAAAIN??? No, He didn't say that lol And suddenly a mirror appeared in front of us and He set a crown on my head and said, "I gave you a crown, I gave you a gown," as He laid a gown around my shoulders, "and most of all you are my image. You hear me? YOU ARE MY IMAGE!", He said excited grabbing my shoulders from behind and looking at the mirror with me. And I don't know why I was so moved by those words, but tears fell down my face. I don't know. I just felt... so much love in the meaning of being His image. Yeah, I am His image... I am His child, He is my daddy. He created me. I look like Him, I have His DNA, I am raised by Him.
But I don't get it... Why?
So I asked, "Why do you love me so much?" And He replied "You understand the love of your mom for her children, right? Then it's easy to understand why I love you?!"
It's just like that. No reason. You just love your child. It's nature. God made it that way. And He is the perfect parent.
And He went further... "I give you the best training, I train your muscles, I prepare you, for a whole world is awaiting you. And the crown? This crown is the crown of my heart. This crown is saying that you are my most loved one."
Brethren & sisthren... God the Father may not be there to cook you macaronis or bake you macarons, but He is sending His best chefs. He may not be there shopping clothes with you, but He is sending His best men&women to cloth you. Why not? After all... He is the King, you see the point? HE is the King and I am His child. I am. Really am... and He is taking care of me like a King 8)
But then I started "But..." when He interrupted me, gently saying "AH?! Enough already with those 'but's! Those 'but's were holding you back long enough. Blow it away, come on. Blow it away. And now you just do. Just trust me, just do." "B... !" "Yooou just do. You can do everything. I made you so. You just do. Keep going." "OoO! Yes! You are right! I just have to do without thinking second!"
Ladies & gentlemen! Just trust and do. I have been researching artists who became successful and you know what made the most amazing artists amazing? They just did. Without thinking second. They just did what they loved. They had fun doing what they loved.
I want to do that too. Especially when it's about my Father’s business...
Let's do it together for our heavenly fahter!